are you crying mom ?

they are finally home ..

after what seemed like a very LONG time ..

ellie first words to me were .. mom .. are you crying ?

yes .. i said .. i am so happy to see you !!

cash's first words to me were .. mom .. we could've just "face timed" each other ..

why i asked ..

that way you could have seen me but i could still be in colorado with grandpa ..

so .. 

to say that they are happy to be home would not be real accurate ..

to say that they were happy to see me would not be real accurate ..

to say that i am feeling a little unloved would be accurate ..

but who can blame them ..

 just wait until you see the rest of the pictures and hear the stories ..

i would be mad that i had to come home to ..